Some people have ten year plans for their lives. I was thinking about that lately and I tried to speculate on where I’d be ten years from now. I wonder what 32 will feel like.

I spent most of the evening playing with my hair and makeup. Nights like tonight make me want to hold on desperately to my youth. Truth is I’m kind of scared to get older. I feel like I should have someone beside me, getting older with me. I don’t want to do it alone.

I found this song tonight. It is incredible but don’t listen to it unless you’re ready to cry.